Autumn (in Finnish)

From Fear to Love Retreat

Deposit €400
Total retreat price €980
Includes accommodation and full board (remainder paid on arrival)

Reserve your place

For transport enquiries: info@reinstall.me or Joakim +358 50 344 9089 or Satu +358 400 522 8415

Airport transfer available, approx. €30 per direction.

Autumn retreat (Held in Finnish)

Recommended flights:
31 Aug HEL–BCN
⏱️ 06:15–09:10
Norwegian

4 Sep BCN–HEL
⏱️ 14:10–19:10
Norwegian

Return from €245

31 Aug – 4 Sep 2026 | MamaKilla, Spain

Girona is located approx. 45 minutes from Barcelona.

Are you ready to step out of survival mode and experience a real inner transformation?

When the nervous system stays on high alert for too long — and in modern life, it usually does — the body and mind quietly shift into their default: fear. Connection to your own inner peace, intuition, and joy gets cut off.

Our previous From Fear to Love retreat showed how deep and life-changing transformation becomes possible when it is given space. We invite you to join us for five days in the Spanish sun — not simply a break from life, but a powerful transformation toward an authentic, fearless way of living. This retreat is dedicated to the complete reset of the nervous system, the release of unconscious blocks, and a lasting return to the frequency of the heart.

The heart of the journey: Deep transformation through safety

On this journey we do not perform spirituality, nor do we fill every hour with a heavy schedule. We leave room for the pool, for simple being, because real change does not happen through pushing — it happens through surrender.

This is where the retreat’s power lies: when the body understands it is completely safe, even the deepest unconscious fears, the ego’s defences, and old accumulated weight begin to dissolve on their own. This state makes possible a vast, life-changing transformation. Space opens for genuine, peaceful love toward yourself and your life.

At the core of our work is body awareness, breathwork, and deep energetic cleansing through healing sessions. These support your inner transition gently, yet with exceptional power. You will discover how meeting your fears in a safe space opens an entirely new freedom to live.

From our previous retreat

In brief

“A gift that truly feels in my heart and body like a great transformation.” – Aila

“I got free from the prison of the ego.” – Ninnu

“I know that my life will never be the same again.” – Heidi

Video testimonials (in Finnish)

Heidi

Niina

Milka

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Thank you for the retreat. A gift that truly feels in my heart and body like a great transformation. The retreat gave me the means to dismantle my deepest fear — to make it visible in a safe and loving atmosphere. The daily rhythm was not about performing but gentle guidance toward meeting oneself. I felt that you and Joakim were one with us. We merged in energy into a harmonious and whole universal whole. The process within begins now from this moment. I am learning to walk on my own feet from here on. In trust, love, and courage. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
Aila

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The From Fear to Love retreat in Girona exceeded all my expectations. I dived headfirst into my fears in a safe and gentle company. I allowed the pain to rise and the feelings to come as they were. At no point did I feel left alone. The group carried me respectfully and gracefully. It allowed me to move through my feelings without interference, while also giving space to share the experience as much as felt right in the moment. Through facing fears and processing the past, we moved steadily toward gratitude and love. The exercises were tailored to our needs and I found within myself a compassion for my fellow travellers that I would not have believed possible in as short a time as five days — with complete strangers. I got to meet the creator in another and them in me. After this, I know my life will never be the same again. On the return journey I breathe nothing but compassion, gratitude, and love for everything living. Thank you Satu and Joakim for being and doing what you do.
Heidi

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The From Fear to Love retreat was an incredible journey through one's own fears and onto the path of love. In Satu and Joakim's guidance it was safe to be, and through wonderful practices you could go truly deep into your own innermost. They also knew how to create a strong energy of trust and love within the group. This retreat left a deep mark on my soul.
Kirsta

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I feel deep gratitude for having participated in the From Fear to Love retreat — and it was truly everything its name promises. I got free from the prison of the ego and experienced great compassion and love among the participants. Satu and Joakim succeeded in creating a safe and caring atmosphere that was easy to step into and where it felt natural to be yourself and surrender to the flow of energy. The centre was perfect and well maintained and the food absolutely wonderful. The schedule was comfortably spacious and gave time to recover and reflect on the effects of the practices. I did not leave the retreat as a new person but as someone who had found themselves again — and I intend to continue on the path of love in the light.
Ninnu

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Warm, safe, accepting, and unhurried atmosphere. The food was wonderful and nature present throughout. The best part was EVERYTHING — and the dance was absolutely divine. THANK YOU
Pirkko

What the retreat includes

Intuitive kundalini yoga & pranayama: Powerful, grounding practices that open the body’s blocks, restore life force, and release stored stress. Suitable for all levels.
Consciousness evolution: Deep lectures and workshops on the dynamics of fear and love, and how to work with your own energy field.
Coaching exercises: Practices that go beneath the surface — not journalling prompts, but real inner work that produces results within the retreat itself.
Energy healing meditations: Deeply relaxing journeys in which body and mind are guided into complete safety under the open sky.
Spaciousness: Time for yourself. The warmth of Spain, the silence of nature, and the pool’s refreshing water are part of the healing work.

Retreat schedule

Mon
12:00 Check-in and room allocation
13:00 Lunch
14:30 Nervous system reset — yoga nidra and group energy healing
16:00 Introduction and opening into the retreat
18:00 Dinner
19:00 Mantra / meditation

Tue
08:00 Yoga
10:00 Breakfast
11:00–14:00 Free time
14:00 Lunch
15:30–18:00 Into the fears — and through them
18:00 Dinner
20:00 Meditation / evening fire

Wed
08:00 Yoga
10:00 Breakfast
11:00–14:00 Free time
14:00 Lunch
15:30 Love lecture
17:00 Ecstatic dance
18:00 Dinner

Thu (Transformation)
08:00 Yoga
10:00 Breakfast
11:00–13:00 Free time
13:00 Core practice
14:00 Lunch
15:30 Integration and motivation exercise
18:00 Dinner
20:00 Cosmic connection

Fri
08:00 Mantra / meditation
08:30 Breakfast
10:00 Closing circle and farewell

Fruit, tea, and coffee are available each morning before yoga.
The schedule is a guide — there is intentional space between sessions to rest, enjoy the pool, the sunshine, and each other’s company.

Your guides: deep expertise and a gentle holding of space

Joakim and Satu hold the space. In the safe field they create together, you can fully let go.

Joakim Kaipainen

One of Finland’s leading teachers of spiritual development and energy work. Following a profound awakening in 2005, Joakim has dedicated his life to teaching the evolution of consciousness. He has run his own yoga school since 2013 and developed the deeply embodied Intuitive Kundalini Yoga approach, through which he also trains new teachers and energy healers. His calm, profoundly experienced presence helps you ground and release held tension safely.

Satu Valero

A dedicated yogi, energy healer, and solution-focused spiritual coach. Satu ran her own retreat centre in Spain for years and knows from the inside how to create a seamlessly harmonious and nurturing retreat experience. Her warm, intuitive ability to meet each person individually ensures you feel seen and supported throughout. She helps you anchor spiritual insights into concrete, loving choices in everyday life. Fluent in Finnish, English, and Spanish.

The venue: MamaKilla centre and clean nourishment

The retreat takes place at the private MamaKilla centre near Barcelona. This is a genuine sanctuary — energetically prepared to support deep inner work. Accommodation is in quality, peaceful shared rooms.
Food is an essential part of the cleansing process. Throughout the retreat, a private chef prepares clean, organic, plant-based meals on-site with love. The food is designed not only to nourish but to support your body’s restoration and rising energy levels.